In September I made a rededication of my life to the Lord and I have been able to lay more of my life down to Jesus and give Him more control. However, I am still mentally fighting a lot and even by myself, I believe I am under attack because I am reaching out to Jesus for help and Satan doesn't want that to happen because I am realizing my personal worth because I am seeing more of the joy in the world that God has provided. My heart is more open and loving and slowly learning more and more about the Word as I read. I believe that I have been afflicted with painful headaches, restless sleep, anxiousness, and I think I am seizing in my sleep. I developed epilepsy and God used it to get me out of the Army before it's recent politicization and wokeness. Though, I would like the anxiety, headaches, and seizures to go away for good because I serve the God of impossible possibilities so I ask that people see this and be encouraged and pray for me to be healed like the convulsing boy in Matthew 17. Also, I am personally healing after experiencing psychological and mental abuse by my father and stepmom. I want to be able to forgive fully and move on and learn to honor him still even though it hurts. I want to see Jesus even in times of desperation and know that He is with me in the moment even though I have read Scripture but the moment paralyzes my spirit and I want want to be a Thomas rather than Job. I want to follow Jesus blindly now and just go where He goes and defend Him vigorously and with love and grace for those around me. I do not want to desire anything except His presence and to fully fill me everyday because I realize now that I have a true desire to love others but I need to be made whole first and equipped and then be made ready to go into the world to preach the gospel, bridge the gap, and be an example so they can see Jesus in me. Please pray for me in these things.
My husband went to be with the Lord on June 19th. Our 34th wedding anniversary will be Saturday (10/14).
I need strength to make it through the days ahead. I want to do something on Saturday to honor him, but I have not thought of what I can do yet. Could you pray that God will show me how I can honor my husband, even though he is not here. I want to live life and not just survive.
I feel disconnected from God and miss the faith of my initial belief.
I am attending church but I just feel like I’m not connected and as close in relationship with God than I have been previously.
I want to feel like I’m connected, feel like I can feel the Holy Spirit in my life.
I’m currently struggling with lots of anxiety and worry. I would like to again feel the peace that surpasses all understanding and know that God has it all in his hands.
Thank you.
I would love my prayer warriors to keep my dad in your prayers. We almost lost him in March and he had another heart attack last week and is having a quadruple bypass surgery today. He was moved to ICU last night due to some more severe chest pains. Also, some prayers for my health because I have a lot of the same health issues he does and I'm a single mom and don't want to leave my daughter behind. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. Thank you klrc for being so uplifting. My daughter and I get our praise on every time we're in the car.
Thankful to have reminders of great mentors I've had in my life. David, from Celebrate Recovery was my youth pastor and later a mentor in college for me. I'm so thankful for the investment he made in my life, which has helped me to turn around and invest in others and now my own children. Thank you David for being faithful to Jesus and for leading all of us on the journey as well! It encouraged my heart again to know you are at KLRC serving others through prayer this morning. Thank you!
Please pray that my husband obtains work back in the field of database work after losing his job a year ago. Also, I need prayers for a good friend of mine who has a custody trial this week. Prayers that the truth will be revealed in the trial and the outcome will be in the best interest of her son.
I am having really hard relationship strife with my sister over some things that were said in the past that were hurtful. We haven't talked in some time and it is killing me and my parents. I desperately need reconciliation with her. She means everything to me and my family. My heart is broken. Pray for me and our relationship and that we can resolve this so we can get back to being a family again.
I am going through a difficult season right now, questioning everything and in a dry season of doubt an unbelief. As I fast and pray over the next few days that Jesus will forgive me and pull me through I could use some prayers to help me. I'm not sure how we could go through this but I need the Lord to heal my crushed spirit and make me whole again. God has been so faithful as I am seeing prayers. My heart needs to pull through this for my family.