I am experiencing terrible sadness, anxiety, and depression that is affecting an entire family, as an elected official in a small community, being cyber bullied. I am having a very hard time getting through the pain. Also, pray for the instigator to have a softened heart because so far there is no getting through to him.
I praise God for answering my prayers and for not letting me down. We are in need of extra finances this month and asking God to once again provide for us. I own my house and have not been unable to find financing to make the needed repairs. Asking God to open up His store house to help us find the needed loan or funding.
I am running out of strength to fight what feels like a daily battle. My job is not going well but my job history has not been going well in the last 2 years. It’s been a long year of unfortunate events. My husband won’t work due to social and mental issues. I want to keep my commitment to God in my marriage. I feel like that no one will help me. I can’t afford insurance, and have no time to try to get him disability without losing my job. I’m out of money and out of time but I have stayed faithful to where I feel God has put me. I have to do bible study every morning to stop crying, I’m so tired of crying every day asking him to please hurry and help me. I feel like I’ve done what he commands, yet I’m falling deeper into despair. My car needs tires and it stresses me out so much that there is nothing I can do if something happens to them. I’m rambling but I feel I have no one to talk to and I needed to vent, I just need someone to be praying with me, I don’t want to give up.
Thank you prayer partners and prayer warriors for taking the time to pray. I lift up your prayers. Pray for my schooling, employment, and financial hardship right now. Pray that the process for my 2019 State Board exam will go smoothly. A very specific situation, I ask for prayers of an individual who has had some bad events in their life and job,please pray that God can restore the situation to His purposes.
It's been a bad day at work. None of the stuff I planned for this week got the kids excited and engaged. They were distracted and refused to listen. It is upsetting, I miss freedom and excitement and things going well but also am not sure if this is what God wants me to do. I am feeling lost and disappointed. Also, I am trying to lose weight and I emotionally eat and been very lonely since my dad died. I pray God can send me a husband. Pray for me as I am feeling lost, frustrated, disappointed and lonely.
Soon, I will get news on my present employment if I stay on or not, and ask for fervent prayer to take it like it is God's will and if bad news to leave on good terms with good referrals. Unfortunately this is going on in a very inopportune time where I am taking final exams to enter law school and can't seem to refocus. Please pray that I pass my June 13th exams next week, I will be spending my day tomorrow studying all day after the call from work. Lord help me with this, must focus on this exam regardless what the news are tomorrow.