Life

I am a recovering drug addict, alcoholic, and overall just quick to make bad decisions and up and leave my whole life for the next shiny new better thing. I haven’t done that in over 2 years and I am so grateful for the stability.  I am still struggling with legal issues I am about to confront in 2 weeks and it’s been a long wait of saving and being patient but it’s finally here to take care of it and I just would like to ask for prayers for that situation.  I would also like to ask for prayers for my kids and the relationship I am repairing with them from the bad choices I have made and sometimes I just feel like I have no idea what to do, I am looking around for the adult in the room to handle it but then I realize that’s supposed to be me! I must continue to push on and push forward for the life I am working so hard to build, and desire a relationship of the one I am so undeserving of but continuously longing for. I know I will get there with help from God and continued perseverance.  I try to pray but I don’t really know how or what to say so I am asking for outside help. Thank you