Hope

Please pray for my health, discouragement and financial struggles. The things that have caused my family to separate have really affected me to where I’ve lost all hope and desire to care about my physical being. I’m diabetic and have kidney issues to go along with the things I’ve done to cause hurt to my wife and kids. It really hurts now as I look back at what I was doing and how it really affected my family. I just have gotten to the point where I care, but then I don’t. I’ve asked God to help me get through this difficult time and to put my family back together again. I want to be a better person, father, husband and provider for my family. Sometimes I think the Lord isn't listening to me since things don’t seem to be any better. I know my kids should have their dad nearby, but I’m not. I just keep listening to KLRC and all the uplifting songs played on here and hope the Lord will get me through the day. I think of my wife who seems to have had enough of me and my bad decision making. I think of my 2 kids who are still at home with my wife. It just makes me upset and sad that they have to go through this without me being there. I know this is all my fault but I need the prayers for something to happen positive for me to continue with me keeping my head up and above water. I am very discouraged. Please pray that something happens for me and I get blessed some way, somehow. Lord show me the way. Thank you.