Feeling Numb
Posted by Becky • May 10, 2018
Posted by Becky • May 10, 2018
I am not entirely sure how to explain myself. I have been in and out of depression since November. I have been unemployed since January, and it feels like all the friends that I once had have dispersed since I just haven’t been happy like I used to be. This is a new feeling for me and I hate it. I used to be the one who encouraged others and was happy for everyone else; but something happened and now everything is so dark and I feel abandoned by everyone. I’ve been debating leaving my church because it feels like I need to be happy to be apart of the ‘group’. I’ve been asking God for months for direction, but I honestly don’t know how to hear Him anymore.